Previously I did the Colorgenics test before, but the results were like… far from accurate. Maybe because I selected the colors according to my favourite color of the moment 😆 But this time round, it is freakingly good (in my opinion):
Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people’s confidence in you.
You ‘need to be needed’. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence.
At times one is burdened with more than one’s fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant – you know what you wish to achieve – and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking – you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of ‘total surrender’. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence ‘you need to be needed’ and at the same time ‘you need to need’.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that ‘If its not fun – then don’t do it’. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are – and it seems to be working.
Not totally sure if I am “liked and respected” (I know some people who might just spit on me if they had the chance to) but I definitely would prefer to be “liked and respected” for what I am rather than who I am.